Forgiveness and love. Two things I've been struggling with recently. Due to certain circumstances, I've lost trust in one of my friends that I've been confiding in for the past few years. I will not go into detail, but basically, it broke my heart. Ever since I found out about certain things that happened, it's taken control over my life. Random things will remind me of things that were said or done, and it's driving me insane. Yes, I've forgiven the person, but it doesn't change the fact that what happened just does not want to leave me. I've tried laying things aside and "starting fresh", but not with much progress. Even on beautiful days such as today, the thoughts from a seemingly small and childish problem, weighed in big on my heart.
I'm not sure why I wrote this post.
I don't have some answer on how to solve this problem. In fact, I have no idea how this is all going to work out.
I'm done.
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