(I can rarely find shoes at thrift stores in my size...much less cute ones.)
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Thrifting Haul
(I can rarely find shoes at thrift stores in my size...much less cute ones.)
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Decision = Made.
Although I haven't received my acceptance letter yet, I should be hearing back from the school in a week or so.
Excitement.
Praying for an awesome roommate :D
Monday, December 27, 2010
80's FTW.
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Walking in a Winter Wonderland....
Friday, December 17, 2010
Thursday, December 16, 2010
153 Days.
Music for your Thursday (because Mondays are overrated).
It has been on repeat for about an hour now.
Love it.
Sunday, December 12, 2010
IT'S SNOWING!!
OCD People be Warned...
Friday, December 10, 2010
One Thing Remains...
Such fantastic lyrics.
Sunday, December 5, 2010
A song I'm working on...
Lyrics:
I'm going out on my own
Leaving the place I once called home
I'm running away and never turning back
But I promise I won't forget you
I'll remember to send you a postcard when I reach Texas
I'll smell the smells and see the sights and let you know I'm doing well
No worries will hold me back now
and I'll be thinking - thinking of you
It's been a year since I left my hometown
We lost touch and I don't know how you're holding out
I've grown up and learned some lessons along the way
but now I'm ready to move on once again
I'll remember to send you a postcard when I reach Texas
I'll smell the smells and see the sights and let you know I'm doing well
No worries will hold me back now
and I'll be thinking - thinking of you"
It's been five years since I saw you last
We've both grown up and forgotten our past
Life had a way of working out for the best
I can honestly say I have no regrets
but I'll remember to send you a postcard when I reach Texas
I will smell the smells and see the sights and let you know I'm doing well
no worries will hold me back now
and I will be thinking - I will be thinking - of you
Friday, November 26, 2010
Thursday, November 25, 2010
The Cliche List
Here is a simple list of things that I'm thankful for.
Although this may be a creepy thing to be thankful for, it certainly makes me happy. I love to watch complete strangers converse and interact. It's also pretty fun to guess who they are and what they're saying. (I definitely mean this in the least creepy way possible).
5. Candles.
I absolutely love the atmosphere of my church. Ever since I moved to North Carolina, I've never really felt at home. However, when I'm at my church, I feel at home! I wish I had more words to describe what I actually mean...but the turkey is beginning to set in (making it very hard to stay awake right now...much less write well-formed sentences.)
Although this seems to be on almost every "what I'm thankful for" list, I really do love it. I love the way music can play with emotions through a series of melodies, harmonies, and rhythm. It's simply fantastic.
Anywho.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone :)
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Random Fact.
Tonight, this involves fully reorganizing my room and attempting to redecorate.
Bring it.
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
A little video I put together...
(This is what happens when I have hours to kill while riding in a car).
Ah well.
On Dreaming...
Yep. I had one of those dreams last night. Ever since I started taking my allergy medicine, my dreams have gotten progressively weirder and weirder.
In this dream, I was in college. However, my whole extended family decided to move into the dorm with me. Although I love my extended family, it would be quite a lot of people in an already tiny dorm room. On top of that, I also had a roommate. For some reason, I could never remember her name. It was quite stressful.
Shortly after I moved in, I met up with some friends from Texas (who were also attending the college) and we decided to start a band.
There were three of us:
I used my supreme beatboxing skillz,
My friend played the cowbell,
and my other friend played the trumpet.
It was quite epic.
For our first show (because we only had to practice once before playing a show...realistic, I know), we went to the Chick-Fil-A on campus and created beautiful music for everyone who walked in.
The dream continued to get progressively weirder...but I need to get back to school.
So long...farewell...Ican'tspellthiswordbutitisawayofsayingbyeinanotherlanguage goodbye!
Friday, November 12, 2010
A Million Miles to Go (Part Dos!)
I have known this awesome girl since we were both toddlers. Sadly, her family moved away when we were younger. Since then, the only time we get to see each other is in the summer.
So you can imagine my surprise when I walk in and see her standing on the other side of the room.
I might have freaked out a bit.
Within the 5 or so minutes after that, about 7 or so people from my past (people from Texas) kept popping up and hugging me. It was so strange...but honestly, I was the happiest I've been in a while. I love all of these people so much.
After the unexpected reunion, I finally got to meet my friend, Elena.
Shortly after exchanging a few tweets, we became friends on facebook. That's when we realized that we were basically the same person.
Then, after chatting back and forth via wall posts, we realized we were actually going to be at the same meetings this weekend.
Crazy, right?
(Please say you noticed my mom's face...it's fantastic.)
Thursday, November 11, 2010
A Million Miles to Go
Ever since Gibbs made the long trek from IKEA to my house, we have been
(He makes a good pillow on road trips as well.)
Don't get me wrong - I love road trips. However, I do not love my mom's choice in books on tape. How many murders can a fabulous detective solve??
Mr. GPS says there's only 30 minutes left until we arrive at our destination.
Thank the Lord.
Well, I found out that mom stole my suitcase for this trip...so I got to pack the giant suitcase. Ick!
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Almost forgot...
Nostalgia of Sorts
I miss those kids so much. I wish I could have brought them all home with me.
It really makes me wonder what they're all doing right this very second. Just because I left does not mean that their lives were put on pause (I definitely found this out when I went back to Texas this past summer...how in the world do people grow up SO fast?).
I guess I'll find out someday.
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
This is a Clever Post Title.
This will be a strange experience.
Monday, November 8, 2010
I'm baaaaack!
Yesterday, I found out that my google account had been hacked. This meant that I had no access to my email or blog...and it looked like I would never get them back.
However, everything was resolved and I'm back!
Monday, November 1, 2010
Keep Bleeding Gold
Last week, I had the fantastic opportunity to attend the ORU college weekend. This involved staying in the dorms, attending classes, and meeting potential professors/ classmates. Once I arrived in Tulsa, I almost instantly fell in love with the city. It reminds me so much of a mix of Charlotte and Fort Worth.
After I grabbed my suitcase, I went out to the shuttle and waited for an hour. During this hour, I got to talk to some rather interesting people. They were both in their late 20's and were going to ORU for the Graduate Theology program (or something like that...I'm not completely sure). So while we were waiting on the other people to arrive, I got to talk to these two people about missions for a good hour or so. It was quite a fantastic way to begin the weekend.
Once the other group arrived, we finally were able to make our way to the ORU campus. (Side note: Tulsa drivers drive really slow.)
After I dropped off my suitcase at the dorms, I realized that I had a good 3 and a half hours to kill...so I awkwardly walked around campus the entire time. How exciting.
After the three hours were up, I headed back to the chapel for dorm assignments. However, college weekenders (as the called us) were not split up by dorm, but also split up by two colors.
Blue and gold.
Anywho.
I wish I would have been journaling during this whole experience, because I hardly remember the first day. This may be due to the fact that I only got 2 hours of sleep and was running on 4 shots of espresso...but it's all good.
2. Sleeping on the floor beside a window when it's 30 degrees outside is not a good idea.
The next day, I woke up early and took a walk around campus (after grabbing some coffee at Hava Java, of course). Everything is so gorgeous in the morning right after the sun rises. I just wish I was more of a morning person so I could enjoy it more. However, the freezing temperatures woke me up quickly. After grabbing a bite to eat at SAGA (a rather epic name for a cafeteria if you ask me), I headed to my first class...psychology. For those of you who don't know, I am highly considering minoring in psychology. It has always been interesting to me...but considering you can't do much with a major in psychology without going on for your masters, I decided minoring in it would be a better option. Anywho. Later on in the day, I got the chance to attend chapel at ORU and the chance to hear James Robison speak. It was quite fantastic.
I had one minute to review the monologue before I presented it to the professors. Frustration.
A little while into the game, the mascot started walking through the crowd. My friend Olivia and I decided we really wanted a picture with him...so what did we do? We yelled, "HEY EAGLE!!" at the top of our lungs...mostly because we had no idea what the name of the mascot was (now we know his name is Eli). It was quite funny/ a tad embarrassing at the time, but we got the picture! VICTORY!
Two words. Color wars.
Gold vs. blue. (GOLD IS OBVIOUSLY THE BEST).
Each team came up with a drama and a few team chants. It was quite exciting.
At the end of the night, the judges decided it was a tie. Lame.
After singing way too many Jesse McCartney and Britney Spears songs, I finally made my way back to my dorm floor.
However, I did not want to sleep on the floor again...so I headed out to the common area one last time. There, I met another lovely friend, Carmen. We talked about random things until about 3 am...which is when we decided that sleeping on the couches in the common area would be way more comfortable than sleeping on the floor. So that's exactly what we did.
The final day was a sad day. I really hate saying goodbyes. Not only did I meet some pretty cool people, I got to hang out with some old Texas friends that I've missed! Ah well. It's all good.
Anyway...I'm going to go catch up on some sleep now.
Goodnight.
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
The Cafe's
From planning session to the final export, it only took about 2 hours. New record? Most definitely!
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
The Elderly Encounters
Monday, October 18, 2010
Day Tres.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
2/365
Saturday, October 16, 2010
365 - Take Two
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Stargazing
My friend Sarah and I have recently made a tradition of stargazing. Whether it's on a sidewalk in a shopping center, or in the backyard on a freezing October night - it's equally as fun. Sometimes, staring at the stars for so long is scary. This universe is ginormous, it's hard to believe that we're actually living in it. Each star is in its own place. Each little detail is so beautifully planned out. As we were stargazing, I happened to think of a verse.
"He determines the number of the stars
and calls them each by name." -Psalms 147:4 (NLT)
I couldn't help but smile.
There are so many stars - we can't even see them all - but God calls them each by their own name. Have you ever just stepped back and taken a look at life? We all have separate lives. We all take different paths. We all live out our own adventures each day. And yet, the sky stays there, the same as it has always been. Each star with its own name and place. In the same way, we have all been named. Not just in the literal sense, but in the sense that we all have a plan for our life that's just waiting to be lived out!
Needless to say, I'm pretty floored at the moment.
Take some time to stargaze tonight. You won't regret it.
(Unless it's raining. Then you might possibly regret it a bit.)
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Boredom.
I could either do this, or I could work on the piles of homework waiting to be done.
Hmm...hard decision.
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Indoor Roller Coaster.
This is where I'm stuck.
What do I do? Do I go to a college where I know I'll be successful...but unhappy? Or a college where I'll be happy, but I'll have no idea what I'm doing? Obviously, I'm going to go with the happy option.
Next question. What truly makes me happy? This is the one question I've been struggling with. What do I love to do that I could translate into a business/ career option? If only we could all become musicians and tour the world. That would be fantastic.
So many choices. So little time.
Application due dates are quickly approaching.
It kind of feels like I'm on one of those indoor roller coasters where it's completely dark.
I know I'm on a roller coaster (aka - applying for colleges), but I have no idea where I'm going.
God has an adventure planned...I can hardly wait to see what happens next.
(end scatter-brained blog).
Monday, September 20, 2010
Oh, Guatemala.
A few minutes ago, I decided to go creepin' through photos on facebook. I happened to come across the fan page for the organization that organized (how redundant) the Guatemala trip I went on last year.
I miss my teammates and the children we ministered to.
So very much.
In fact, I'm trying to organize a small trip that would take place in December. Would anyone (over the age of 15) be interested in joining me?
The trip would involve working with Operation Shoebox to help hand out boxes to kids in need.
Let me know if you want more information!
-Charis
Monday, September 6, 2010
Matthews Alive
oh my goodness was I wrong.
After driving around the itty bitty town for 12 minutes looking for parking, I finally gave up and parked way down the road at some insurance place (I’m not a fan of parking somewhere where I’ll have to wait a long time to back out). Because I don’t really have a lot of friends in the area, I decided to embark on this adventure by myself. So I grabbed my camera and my ipod and started walking towards the town. First off, the small town I believed only had about 90 inhabitants seemed to explode with people. It was hard to walk anywhere without bumping into people (especially if you’re awkward and socially challenged at times…like me). First, I headed towards the library. Tons of old cars were parked everywhere. An old, creepy man came up to me and offered to buy me one if I would have lunch with him. I declined. Do I look that ignorant?
Shortly after I bumped into the man, I moved on towards the heart of the carnival - the rides. Honestly, I didn’t want to spend any money on cheap carnival rides, so I just walked around for a while while I listened to The Civil Wars playing on my ipod. It’s very strange to walk around these events by yourself. Sometimes, you get so involved in the energy of everything that you forget there are a ton of people around you. Then, there are other times where you almost trip and feel like there are about 15,000 people watching you. It’s quite the experience.
MY FAVORITE PART (other than being asked out by a gross old man) - The music. I love live music…even if I don’t understand the lyrics. The last band to play this weekend was some band from Puerto Rico. Even though I had no idea what they were saying, the beat was fantastic.
Now I’m sitting in starbucks attempting to work on school. My usual study spot (Panera) closed as soon as I got there. It made me extremely sad.
FIN.
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Defining Love
Love doesn't strut,
Doesn't have a swelled head,
Doesn't force itself on others,
Isn't always "me first,"
Doesn't fly off the handle,
Doesn't keep score of the sins of others,
Doesn't revel when others grovel,
Takes pleasure in the flowering of truth,
Puts up with anything,
Trusts God always,
Always looks for the best,
Never looks back,
But keeps going to the end.
Love Never Fails
1 Corinthians 13:4-8
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"So this is my prayer: that your love will flourish and that you will not only love much but well. Learn to love appropriately. You need to use your head and test your feelings so that your love is sincere and intelligent, not sentimental gush. Live a lover's life, circumspect and exemplary, a life Jesus will be proud of: bountiful in fruits from the soul, making Jesus Christ attractive to all, getting everyone involved in the glory and praise of God."
- Philippians 1:9-11 (The Message)
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Monday, August 30, 2010
Darling, so it goes...
This is honestly my favorite picture. Ever. It was taken at the last school we visited while in Guatemala. These kids had very little, but were so thankful for what they had. Their hearts were so open to anything and everything. They had so little, but they made up for it in love. It goes on to prove just how much love is needed in this world. For some, it's all they have. And yet, they remain happy. I always smile when I think of these kids. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about them and pray for them. Before I went to Guatemala, I was always told it would change my life. Honestly, I didn't see how until about a month or two after I got home. The two weeks we spent in Xela went by so fast that I couldn't quite process it. Things still will randomly remind me of the trip, and I can't help but thank God for the experience I had. I love these kids and I always will.
Summer 2009
This was taken last year in Guatemala. Once again, it was one of our last nights. I absolutely love these people. Over the process of that week, I gained a new family. This year, instead of staying on the ministry campus like we had the previous year, we went to a small town a few hours away from that main campus. During the three days we were there, we stayed at a small church that had opened their doors to let us stay. The common area where we ate and met didn't even have a roof. In fact, the area wasn't secure hardly at all. We discovered this when we awoke to a stray dog peeking in to where we were sleeping. It was quite a confusing way to wake up. Because of the swine flu, we were not able to visit schools due to them being shut down. So instead of going to different schools and doing dramas, we went to public parks. This was a very different atmosphere. Because we were working with children as well as adults, not everyone was so accepting to the beliefs we were sharing. But regardless of that fact, so many lives were changed. Including mine.
Summer 2010
Although this picture does not exactly show anything super exciting, it kind of describes a small part of my life at the moment. This picture was taken on saturday at UNCG. Although I don't want to attend UNCG next fall, it does (in a way) represent a bit of change going on in my life. One of my dear friends (Sarah) just started going there. It's been a definite change, but it's also opened my eyes to the fact that I'll be in college in less than a year. College has always been one of those things that has seemed to be way off in my future. In reality (a place I'm not too fond of sometimes), it's not. I'm going to be becoming my own person. I will no longer live under my parents roof. I will, essentally, be free.
Very strange.
With that being said, I'm excited about my future. To see where God has taken me in the past few years, makes me wonder where I'll be this time next year.
I'm excited for this grand adventure.
Friday, August 27, 2010
"Here's your challenge..."
For praise and worship, they just played music off of CD's and lowered the lights. At first, I thought it might be awkward. I was proven wrong.
Instantly, quite a few of the youth entered into worship and the whole feel of the room changed. I felt more into worship with just those CD's playing than I have with a whole band playing.
Recently, I've been praying about God giving me new challenges. Little did I know, I would get a pretty good one tonight. First off, I'm praising God and just having a fantastic time in his presence. Then I hear a little voice say, "are you ready?"
Next thing I know, I'm stepping up on stage with a microphone.
I honestly still have no idea how I got from just praising God, to being up on stage. Then, I heard an almost audible voice say, "here's your challenge".
Without hesitation, I started saying everything God had put on my heart. I preached to a youth group for about 5 minutes. I was more in my element than I have been in years.
Where did it all come from? Definitely not my brain. If you've ever talked to me in person, you know that I stutter quite a bit (or talk really fast). Did I stutter up on stage? Not a bit.
It was all God. This is all still processing, but I thought I would share a little taste of my night!